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3. You don't belong here

The basement smelled of iron blood and betrayal.Dim lights flickered over the concrete walls, throwing restless shadows that danced every time the man in front of me trembled.

He was tied to a chair, his face a mess of bruises and regret.
Pathetic.

I walked around him slowly, my footsteps echoing. Each sound deliberate.
"Do you know what I hate the most?" I asked, my tone smooth but sharp enough to cut.
"Liars."

He whimpered something maybe an excuse, maybe a plea. I didn't care. My fist connected with his jaw before he could finish. The chair tilted, then slammed back to the floor with a crash.

Blood splattered near my shoes. I hated mess.

"Answer me properly next time," I muttered, wiping my knuckles with a cloth. "If there is a next time."

He was already half-conscious. I leaned down, grabbed his hair, and whispered near his ear, "You crossed me once. That's all it takes."

Then-
My phone buzzed.

The sound sliced through the silence like a blade. I sighed, pulling it out of my pocket... and something else slipped out.

A soft clink hit the floor.
The sound made me pause.

Jhumka.

It rolled once before stopping near my boot a small, delicate thing that looked painfully out of place in this hell.

My brows pulled together. For a second, I just stared at it.
That earring. The one I found at the orphanage.

I crouched down, picked it up. My fingers were still warm from the fight, but when the cold metal brushed against my finger but it was almost... calming.

Honestly the contrast was almost ironic my hands, stained with blood, holding something so delicate.

Strange.
One second ago, I wanted to kill the man in front of me.
My anger had cooled - not gone, but tamed. Like a wild fire turned into glowing embers.

I slipped the jhumka back into my pocket.
The man groaned, and I looked at him blankly this time. No rage, no emotion.

"Take him away," I said to the guards at the door, voice low, steady. "I'm done here."

As they dragged him out, I glanced once more at the faint mark of blood on the floor.
And for reasons I couldn't explain, the tiny glint of gold in my pocket felt louder than all the screams that had ever filled this place.

Time skip

I pushed open the door to my room and the silence greeted me first the kind that sits heavy on your chest, the kind you stop noticing when you've lived with it long enough.

The room was dim, curtains drawn. Just how I liked it.
No light, no noise, no one to disturb the weight inside my head.

I threw my blazer onto the couch, loosened my tie, and sat down on the edge of the bed. My knuckles ached a faint reminder of the man in the basement. His screams were still somewhere in my ears... but they didn't bother me. They never did.

What did bother me was that sound.

I reached into my pocket. The jhumka slipped into my palm, gleaming faintly in the low light. So small. So fragile.
I didn't even know why I still had it.

I turned it between my fingers, watching the light catch on its edge. For a moment, I saw that curtain again the shadow that had danced behind it. That woman's silhouette, Graceful. Untouched by the kind of darkness that ran through my veins.

My jaw tightened. I didn't believe in distractions.
And yet... here it was.

A single earring had quieted a rage I'd built over years.

"Ridiculous," I muttered under my breath, tossing it onto the table beside me. It landed with a soft chime too soft for a room that had seen bullets, blood, and broken promises.

I leaned back, closing my eyes.

The world saw me as untouchable. The name Shaurya Rathore was enough to make men bow and beg.
But in this moment I couldn't ignore the strange calm spreading through me.

The kind that didn't come from power.
The kind that came from something... else.

I opened my eyes again, gaze landing on that small piece of sliver glinting on the table.

A jhumka.
And for the first time in a long time I wasn't thinking about revenge, or control, or fear.

I was thinking about a shadow that danced in silence.

I needed to clear my head.
The scent of blood and gunpowder still clung to my hands, mixing with the faint trace of her perfume that I couldn't explain.

I walked into the shower room, turned the knob, and let the cold water crash over me.

For a few seconds, I stood still eyes closed, head tilted back letting the chill bite into my skin. The water ran down, washing away the bloodstains, the anger, the filth of power that never really left.

But no matter how cold it was, it couldn't freeze what I was feeling right now.
That strange and unwanted calm was still there.

I ran a hand through my hair, exhaling slowly. "Damn that girl ," I whispered to myself. One shadow, and I lose control of my own mind.

When I came back to the room. Steam followed me out of the bathroom, curling through the dim light like smoke.
The air was heavy still the kind of silence that felt alive.

I ran a hand through my wet hair, droplets tracing the sharp edge of my jaw as I reached for the shirt hanging near the bed. That's when I saw it again.

That jhumka.

Still lying on the table where I'd left it.
Small Innocent out of place in a room like mine.

My steps slowed.

I didn't mean to stare, but my eyes stayed locked on it anyway.
And for a second just one damn second the image returned.

That shadow.
Dancing. Graceful. Wild. Untouched by the darkness I carried.

"Who the hell are you..." I muttered under my breath.

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I clenched my jaw, forcing my gaze away. "Enough ," I muttered under my breath. "It's just a piece of metal."

But it wasn't.
Because every time I looked at it, something inside me shifted something I couldn't able to understand.

I picked it up, the metal cold against my fingers. "You don't belong here," I said quietly, almost to myself.

Walking to the wardrobe, I opened the drawer and placed it carefully inside, right beside my watch box the only space in my world that wasn't stained with blood.

As I closed the drawer, the faint sound of its clasp echoed in the silence.

Finally Out of sight or of mind.Or at least, that's what I told myself.

I stood there for a long moment, eyes fixed on the closed wardrobe.
But even with the door shut... that shadow behind the curtain wouldn't leave my mind.

My jaw tightened again. "Pathetic," I whispered, slipping into my shirt, my voice cold. "I don't get distracted."

And yet... the thought of that faceless woman followed me long after the lights went out.

I flopped back on my bed, staring at the ceiling like it had personally offended me.
My hair was still a little damp from the shower, my journal open beside me but my focus was on only one thing.

"My jhumka..." I groaned, rolling over and burying my face in the pillow. "It was my favourite jhumka!"

I sat up, holding the remaining one in my hand. "And now the set's ruined. Perfect. Just... perfect, Vidhi," I muttered to myself, sarcasm thick in my tone.

I squinted at the earring, tracing its silver edge. "You had one job. Just stay attached. But no you had to disappear like a ekta Kapoor's serial hero in emotional crisis."

A soft sigh escaped my lips as I leaned back again, staring at the ceiling.
"Where the hell did I even lose it? The orphanage? Maybe the classroom? Or... the courtyard?"

My voice softened. "Those kids were so happy today... maybe it fell while I was dancing with them."

A tiny smile tugged at the corner of my lips. "Yeah, worth it then if someone gets happiness from it."

Still, I glanced at the single jhumka in my palm, pouting.
"But please, wherever you are, little one... don't end up in a trash bin, okay it's was too expensive pure 181 rupees ka h vo."

I chuckled quietly at my own silliness, turning off the lamp..

The room was quiet too quiet. Only the faint ticking of the clock and the rustle of the curtains filled the silence. I turned on my side, clutching the pillow close.

But sleep? Yeah, it clearly had better places to be tonight.

My mind wouldn't shut up.

"Ugh, why am I even thinking about a stupid jhumka?" I mumbled, pulling the blanket over my head. "It's not like it's going to magically walk back to me."

Still, something about it kept bothering me not the jhumka itself, but this weird feeling. Like I'd left a piece of myself somewhere I shouldn't have.

Maybe today's day was too long. Or maybe it was those kids' eyes, full of stories they were too scared to tell. My chest felt heavy remembering them.

"Tomorrow, I'll talk to the orphanage director," I whispered to the darkness. "We need to go for more counselling sessions. Those kids... they need warmth, not just food."

I yawned, turning again, hugging the pillow tighter. "And maybe... I'll check if someone found a lost jhumka too."I muttered, grabbing my phone from the nightstand.

The screen's soft glow lit up my face as I scrolled through my e-library. My eyes caught on the cover of the one book that always managed to pull me out of my thoughts.

"The Shadows of Love."

A hopelessly romantic novel tragic, passionate, slightly unrealistic... exactly what my brain needed.

I smiled to myself, unlocking it. "Perfect choice, Dr. Vidhi. Prescription one dose of fictional heartbreak before bed."

Curling under the blanket, I started reading she was running through rain, but he was still chasing after her, their emotions spilling between every line. God, the drama.

I chuckled softly. "Why are all book men either billionaires, broken souls, or mafia kings with a secret heart of gold? Real life doesn't even give me a decent guy who replies to texts."

The thought made me laugh quietly, and then yawn.
"Still... if he ever existed..." I murmured sleepily, "he'd probably never fall for someone like me.

The phone slipped from my hand and landed softly beside me, the faint glow of The Shadows of Love still lighting up the sheets. I blinked lazily, fighting sleep, but the words on the screen had already started to blur together.

My mind, though, refused to rest.

Thr line echoed in my head - "Sometimes, you lose something small and end up finding your entire fate instead."

I smiled faintly, half-asleep. "Yeah, right," I mumbled, turning on my side. "If fate really worked that way, my missing jhumka would come knocking at my door by morning."

Then, as I drifted deeper into sleep,a strange flashes flickered behind my eyelids a shadowed figure standing under dim lights, the soft chime of metal hitting the floor, a heartbeat that didn't belong to here.

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